It has been a very disappointing week for me. I just got back all my results and all is not well. My teachers told us that that we can expect our grades to jump by about 2 grades, but even if it does happens to me, I will not be able to meet my own expectations. 3 Ds is not something I expected for my prelims. So what if the paper was tougher than A levels? If others could do it, why couldn't I? It was not that I didn't know how to do or don't understand the topic. Sometimes I just forgot certain minor details or didn't know how to express the answer.

There were only 2 times in my life when I felt disheartened y my failures in exam. I still remember the episode after I heard my chinese O level results. I felt as if I was hit by something heavy on the head. I was in a daze. It was a result I did not expect. That spurred me on to tackle the O levels with all my heart. It was the same this week. However, this time it's 3 disappointing results. I wonder if I can bounce back again. I feel the desire in me to be at the top again. There is a hunger for success in me. I cannot afford to fail again...

The going is going to be tough. There is a lot of work to be done. It isn't time to be complacent about anything. I want to show people that my O level results were not jus plain lucky. I'll be back!!