*sigh* I have a feeling physics is going to be the subject which will disappoint me. It has always been my best subject and I thought it will always be. Today's paper 2 was not as easy as I expected. I wasn't prepared for those qualitative questions. I have low confidence on this paper, just like maths paper 1. Perhaps I might scrape through once again and defy my expectations. Perhaps perhaps.. This is where luck comes in. I am still optimistic, I want to finish this month with confidence of getting at least a 'B' in everything. It's not what I want, but at least it's something I can fall back on when everything else fails. It is a great joy knowing that the end of my hard labour is nearing. It is a wonder thinking how time flies. It will be satisfying knowing that I have done my best and looking forward to receiving my fruit of labour.

This whole episode has been a new experience to me. Never have I put in so much effort into my studies since I completed O levels. It has made me understood the advantages of consistent work. At least I managed to understand most of the concepts. If not, the going will be even tougher this month. I do not like the feeling of doing things which I am not confident of. Maybe that is why I pushed myself so hard. It is a lesson to be learnt. A lesson to be used when I enter university.