I am actually wondering if I am mad. My officer had actually wanted me to take me out of my next BMT. He did not want me to go back. But I told him I wanted to go back. I am sure many people would think there is some screw loose in me. I told my officer I did not want to stay as a mere soldier. I wanted to fly high. He agreed to let me go and told me to shine in whatever I do, in order to qualify for OCS. I will try, otherwise my time in BMT would be wasted. Another piece of motivation to drive me on. Not bad.