The past few days had been quite hectic for me. My friday night was burned because I had to guard the camp *rolls eyes*, and I had no time left to organise anything for the chalet. I didn't even have the time to sms everyone and slowly wait for their replies. Knowing them, they might not even reply at all. What's more? I was 100% sure there was going to be a mobilisation on Saturday. Everything had already been set up for the mobilisation by friday night. Did anyone see the green man on tv last saturday? No right? Whew! I went home to sleep till about 2pm. If there were any mob, I would have been late. And that means 7 extra guard duties I think. Lucky me.

I realised it is also very entertaining just sitting down and listening to gossips. That's what the girls treated me to during the chalet. I am really mystified as to how so much information managed to find their way to girls! Or maybe they went to dig it out themselves. Haha. I was living in my own world during JC. Come to think of it, JC was like a circus to me. So many interesting people and so many funny things. That is the kind of place for me. I cant live without laughing, but apparently I seldom laugh in the army now. I cant possibly laugh at the officers or tanks right? Boring.

Anyway, I enjoyed yesterday's chalet, although there wasn't any bbq and not everyone was there. Actually my intention was just to go there and catch up with one another. Too bad all of them weren't free to stay over, except Shi Hong and his gang. We played PS2 like nobody's business lo. Yesterday also reminded me of another episode a few years back. Daren and I stayed in the chalet alone like some gays. Haha! If I remember correctly, we had to go to school for a test the next day, so we just stayed while the rest went back. And we talked. That's what friends are for right? Talked about everything la. Wonderful night and we managed to wake up in time somehow.

I don't know about you guys, but when I'm alone, I tend to think about myself, my life and what I want. My past 18 years have been wonderful! I have achieved I wanted to achieve and I even travelled the world when I was a little boy. My only regret was not learning a musical instrument. Now that I am in the army, I have plenty of time to think about my adulthood. Seriously, I haven't come to a conclusion yet. I have an idea of what type of life I want to lead, but I don't know how to go about doing that. Being a lawyer has always been my dream, but I wonder secretly if that sort of work environment is what I want. One must have some goal in life, but I have yet to find mine. When I do, I shall tell you guys. In the meantime, I just want to work hard and be good enough for OCS when I complete my next BMT.