Argh.. I have no more motivation to go back for my sit-test. I have this strong urge to get an
MC and that's it. But then, all my efforts would have been wasted. I have come this far and the sit-test is the final test to determine where I will go after my BMT. It is something like a final hurdle. Much as I would like to complete it, I have no energy to do so. The coughing, flu and sore throat is breaking me down. I need very strong willpower to survive 3 days outfield. It is short, yes, but not when I am plagued with so many irritating illnesses. God help me!