*sigh* Where should I start? I knew something was wrong but I didn't want to know what. When I learnt about it, my heart froze for a split second, partly because I saw it coming. It did not hit me that hurt as I thought I would be. It could be because I have grown up. My mother told me that I changed alot ever since I stepped into the military. Even so, I was very disappointed at how things ended up. I feel sorry for the both of them. Also, this case highlights the huge importance of knowing how to handle person-to-person relationships. Humans are complex creatures. Put 2 complexes together and you will have quite a handful. This is where the skill of handling relationships come in. Give and take. But I guess it is too late for them to fix it. It has become a reality, a reality which I feared but prepared for.

I wonder when it will start to show. I hope it isn't anytime in the near future, not for myself, but for the people around me. It will be a totally new lifestyle, an awkward one in fact.