Many people wonder why I am so eager to start studying again. I am not a person who likes idling around the whole day, doing nothing constructive and wasting my life. I like to be busy doing things which adds value to my life(not to be confused with stressed). Nowadays, sad to say, I am wasting my time. Just waiting for time to pass when I can finally live for myself and the people around me. The feeling now is horrible. I have nothing to look forward to except ORD. Nothing is happening of late. The boredom and uselessness keeps building up. Getting back to school will also bring the social side of me back from its slumber. Yes it is hibernating now. As it is, my unit dosen't have many people, and the difficulty of finding like-minded people in that environment just irritates me. A common topic is just plain military stuff. That's all.

My life is reaching a point where I need to find new interests to keep my morale up and speed up the process to finally getting back my pink IC. It really is a bad idea to use the colour pink. Don't you agree?