Lost

I suddenly feel so lost. It seems like the wonderful life I had is fading. Everything is moving so fast. A week ago, we separated. A few days ago, my uncle passed away. A few months later, something major is going to happen. What else is coming my way? I find it hard to take in all that has happened because it is just too fast. I am coping with it, yes. But I don't like any bit of it. I don't drink, so I can only drown myself in music.

I'm a lost sheep who refuses to believe I'm lost. I'm slowly finding my way back.