Insights

I've been enlightened. It's a huge world out there. Full of...well..everything. My choices are unlimited. But, somehow, I feel tied down. There is this knot in me that must be untied before I venture into my own world. If I do everything that I want and plan to do, the next 11 months would change my life. But first, I have to find that knot, and tackle it. I bumped into it before, but it is still as alien as I first encountered it.

Right now, I feel like leading a eat, sleep and play life. I don't want to think of anything, plan anything, worry or yearn for anything. I will be here, just waiting for things to happen. I am tired of chasing things. If only I could read other people's minds. Save me all the trouble. But then again, it takes away the excitement and anticipation. Strange that I am contradicting myself. That's only human though.