Passing of storm..
I get over things pretty quickly. Maybe my posts have been too emotional, or people are overly concerned. Well.. Thanks anyway. I am REALLY fine. If you know me well enough, you would know. I guess it's too emotional. Those are deep thoughts, not just passing thoughts. I never allow anything to affect myself greatly. There is more to life than that.
Past 2 days, my sleep has always been interrupted. Someone would come by or call me and I would be up in a daze, responding to whatever requests they have and drop down to the pillow immediately. When it's time to finally wake up, I will sit on my bed and wonder if I was dreaming just now. It is hard to tell, considering I have been dreaming quite a bit recently. Weird dreams I tell you. But some of them are scary, I feel they are almost a reflection of my sub-conscious mind. How nice if I could control my dreams. Then, I would be able to experiment in it. I will make decisions out of the norm and see what happens. Don't work? Just load the previous saved dream and do it another way. Anyway, when I woke up this afternoon, I was trying to figure out if I had a conversation with my aunt on the phone whilst I was asleep. Apparently I did. In fact I managed to convince her that I didn't want to go to Hainan Island before going to sleep again.
I bought my first ORD present today. In case you don't know, it's to reward myself for 2 years of hard work. It is one of the few that I am planning to buy. Oh boy, it costs a bomb. A frameless spectacles. I must be mad. The feeling of anticipation is wonderful! It was very satisfying after eyeing it for so long and finally getting it. Is that why shopping is addictive? Guys don't have much to buy, so they are not as fanatical as the ladies. I told my mum that she can forget about persuading me to tag along as she shops. I know the end result of shopping with females, and I am always spot-on.