Blog Hop

I was so bored, so I decided to do that. Time is passing real slow, although I'm enjoying life at home. It is not the same enjoying life at home while still in service, compared to enjoying life at home after ORD. No explanation.

I came across this blog about a NSF officer serving as a platoon commander on Tekong. Tekong stories are always interesting, to army guys. It is where all the stuff happens. It is where all the stories come from. It was where we grew up. But what caught my attention was what kind of life this officer is leading. I'm not talking about the absolute power he posseses. I'm talking about the experiences and what he is going to bring with him after he ORDs. To be honest, I'm jealous. Only my 1st year of NS was fruitful. Other than that, it was absolutely crap. At times, I feel that the work I am doing is actually beneath me. Yes, I have big ego, because this isn't what I worked hard for. Fate played a trick on me. Till now, I am bitter over what happened in SISPEC. Oh yah, my angel didn't want me to suffer in OCS. I forgot to tell my darling that THAT is my dream. It is the motivating force behind all my hard work. When I thought I would be rewarded, *poof!*..Byebye. Ironically, if fate didn't put that dream there in the first place, I doubt I would even survive SISPEC, not to mention excel. I doubt I'll be able to sleep tonight. I'll be busy thinking of all the "what ifs".

Moral of the story: Fate plays a big role in one's success too. Well, maybe only mine.