Post-ORD

The last of my 3 ORD posts. Past few days, I have been busy. I didn't have time to think about other things besides driving. This also means that I hardly think about my new-found freedom or my exit from the boring life of NS. I am always thinking ahead now, what to do, what to plan, where to go. I am trying very hard to keep myself busy. I feel that my priorities have changed. I don't dream of anything unrealistic anymore. In short, ORD doesn't have a very big impact on my mood. It only affects my lifestyle greatly.

I met Geraldine and Gabriel today. Nice to see them again. It is like all the pieces of my history starting to come back and fit in together again. Everytime I see my friends, I will wonder what they would be like in future. And then I think about myself. What would I be like? It is strange. I should be quite clear of my own path. But the road ahead seems clouded with uncertainty. I like it this way though. It is an exciting road ahead.