To hold you

It is during quiet and bored moments that you start to think about everything around you. Just now, while I was in the toilet, forcing waste out, soothing music playing and relaxing on the bowl, the inspiration struck me.

Life is unpredictable, but why? The simplest thing that comes to mind is how life can snap at any instant. Take for example the young athlete. I always tell people to do the things they want to do, buy the things they want to buy and kick whoever's ass they want to kick (kidding). Sad reality is, you never know what might happen next. This is the extreme.

Unpredictability also happens in small ways. An unexpected gift, a chance meeting with an old friend, an accident and even people. Yes, it can be good or bad. Unfortunately, the bad leaves a deep impression while the good normally comes and go. The unpredictability I have been experiencing is not exactly on the holy side. Yes, my injury and the unfortunate holiday which had to cancel me.

The essence of the second paragraph is a core principle in my life. But still, there is this inner force which tries to hold you back from doing certain things. Actually I am a little confused with what I've just said. I just babble whatever that comes out of my toufu (brain). Bottomline is, it is difficult being a human being. It is far more simple to be a pig for example. Eat, sleep, mate, die. But where is the fun?

Where is the love?
I kept it in a box.
Waiting to unleash it.
Opps!
I can't find the key.

Guess its meaning.