about me now

mahjong mahjong mahjong. Can never have enough of it. To play mahjong with primary school friends? That's really awesome. As Gary said, 11 years of friendship. It's amazing how we still keep in contact with one another. It is also amazing how time can change things. Friends to couples, classmates to best friends, teachers to friends. Frankly, all it takes is a little time and effort in return for an eternity of friendship.

I just realised it myself. I've been feeling down over the past few weeks. Being restricted in my movements out of home is like sucking my life away. Every time I think of something I want to do, I have to cancel it the next second because of my foot. My muscles are breaking down, and my heart is crying out for outings. Sadly, I have to suppress my thoughts and feelings for the good of my foot. 6 weeks on and it seems like it's only getting worse. In the meantime, I'm missing out on a ton of things.

Recently, my heart leapt. However, there were no sparks. Then again, sparks rarely accompanied first sight. Still, it is not the dream start that I'm looking for. A "fairy tale start with a happily ever after ending" as I call it. Oh well.. so long as I know that it will come eventually, I don't mind the wait.

6.18am which feels like 6.18pm. I'm in trouble.