Serious thoughts

It is one of those times when I take a break from life and think. I was going to sleep when this song played and set me into thought. A week of school and my enthusiasm has not waned. Before, school was just a mean to please everybody and to pass time. School is now of more practical value to life. It is going to mould the future me. It is a whole new different feeling when I bury myself in words now. Then comes other aspects of life.
Frequently, I wonder when it will happen. It's not going to happen in law school. I have seen almost everyone now. Maybe it will take more than a look to spark a raging fire. I ask God what preparation he has for me. I ask him if I have to work for it. I ask him if I will be ready. The answer is always the same. Have patience son. And so I will.

The thinking continues in bed......