sorry..

I am so sorry I sent you to heaven earlier then you expected. But I couldn't help it. The first time I saw you, I knew you had to go. Who knows what you will do to me while I sleep. Although I wasn't wearing my specs then, the mere outline and colour of your body presented no doubt as to your identity. You look so big and scary that for a moment, I felt really vulnerable. While I was looking for a weapon, you just stood there unperturbed. Why?! Had you decided to escape, I would not be able to do anything. Did you not notice the sinister smile on my face when I found the perfect weapon? By the time you decided to run for your life, it was too late. I thought there was no pain. Perhaps you didn't even know what hit you. I had to slam it down with all my might to make sure it was a quick byebye. To be honest, I felt really bad when everything was over. When I tried to see if you were still alive, I found out that the crime scene was messy. I had to take a broom, dustpan and newspaper to clear up the mess. Sorry that you were still struggling. To atone for my sin, i have decided to erect a tombstone for you. Just for tonight. Goodbye little cockroach. Help me say hi to xiaoqiang.