Transformation..

I WAS feeling down recently. And I had no idea why. A knot somewhere in my body. Perhaps more than one even. Today, after the torts test, I understood. It is all because of this damn test! For the first time in my life, I don't know if I have studied enough or truly understood everything. Everything is so grey. Whenever I do something else other than study, I wonder at the back of my head if I should be finding things to read instead. It is quite impossible to plan out my study timetable.
Uncertainty = Drop in morale
I am back to normal again, thankfully. And to reward myself, I treated myself to a HUGE dinner. I am feeling sick now. But I was so hungry. Going home during rush hour is a nightmare. I'd rather sleep over in school. But then again, my bolster is too large to bring to school.
Just now, something triggered something again. And I let out a loud SIGH before going back to my readings. Some things can never be thrown into the dustbin.