Nostalgia

I have a suddent nostalgia. I want to return to the era of Backstreet Boys! When all seem quiet, boring and lonely, they will perk me up! Just like *snap* that. They remind me of that time at the turn of the millenium. I was hooked onto them. I spent my favourite part of the year indulging in their music, reading comics and celebrating like everyone else. Since then, their music has this touch of festive celebration and romance. I feel like a kid once again....once again.

If I were to return back in time, I would do certain things differently. There are things that weigh in my heart. Who doesn't? But then again, doing them differently might not mean a better ending.

I am actually very curious as to how I behave in front of people. Different people seem to have different opinions about me. I would love very much to see the difference. Why is there a difference? Perhaps I feel differently in front of different groups of people. Very different I must say.

Come to think of it, my favourite segment of the year is here again. Oooh.. I can't wait..I can't wait. I wonder what will Santa give me this year. Uncle Santa knows what I want. *wink* But I don't need you to wrap it up. Just let it appear in the most glamourous and earth-shaking way possible. I shall be a good boy in the meantime, lest you revoke it.